This too shall pass.

Lately,

Everything is just not going right..

I have never in my life encountered a homegirl to snitch me out like that. When I went out of my ways to pick you up, and talked to your parents, just for you to come to our friends party. For you to have fun cuhs I know you were sad bout your break up with your man. I didnt even take a sip of beer or alcohol because I wanted us to get home saafe. & yet, 2 hrs later you were hella panicking and needed to go home, and I respected that cuhs you didnt wanna get in trouble. Even if I didnt wanna leave, I did for you. Then what?! We got to your house and you drunk af & high, yet wen we you were bitching bout getting in trouble you were fine. My boy and I was so patient with you. Till hrs passdd and I had to call your mom. And wen, she asked you what happen, you tell her I gave you pills? The fuck. I was fckn sober the whole night for us to be home safe. And you gon make up lies saying I gave you pills. You hella lost my respect, and lied and made me look bad to your parents. It shows what a homegirl you are, and obviously cant hang. Youre a fucked up, bitch.

I have so many realizations this week, ive realized that we should not take things for granted. And be content with what we have. Ive changed so much, during my journey of attending church of god. It would be such a miracle to help others who seeks answers on god.. God bless!